Sweet Sadness

Sweet Sadness

The sweet sadness of my mistakes

I’m missing you like crazy

You aint gotta tell me twice

I know I fucked up

I will be the bigger person

and

Admit I fucked up

But damn I fucked up

This pain is more than these walls caging me in

Why did I do

What I did

This sweet sadness

My mistakes

My guilt trip

Will it taunt me

Like a shadow of day

Will it hurt more than it already has

Will it do to me what I’ve done to you

The sweet sadness of my devotion

Cant do this any longer

Want a blade to my wrist

Right down the road

This sweet sadness got me holding on

To nothing more than these memories

That wont leave

I cant break ties cause it seems right

I wanna tell you that im dedicated to change

But I’m not

How bad did it hurt

Less than this I hope

Another day another moment

The mistakes I’ve made

Got me through the day by day night terrors

The sweet sadness got me being the enemy

to my true self

You took all of my energy

You killed what was left of me

The sweet sadness is nothing more than the lies

I will lay down

To die with

L.M.S