Lets Pretend!

Lets Pretend

Lets pretend that the road less traveled by..

Was actually easy.

Lets pretend that every thing was just handed to you..

Just given.

Lets pretend you can get whatever you want.

Whatever you desire.

Lets pretend that you really care..

You really did.

But what pretending only gets you some of the way.

You need to travel that road and conquer all that’s in your way.

You need to actually work, to get where you want to be, nothings ever handed to you.

You cant always get what you desire but you can always get what you need and what you need is more important than desire.

For you to pretend that someone cares, only shows they never really cared for you.

L.M.S

ACT IV

In a biding war, even when you win: what you thought you wanted, can suddenly be reapraise.
Other times old oppoents resurface,to raise the steaks.
but its the things we walk away from, that feel like they cost the most and yet its when we've been outbid; force to watch our prize go home with others, thaat the rules of protocall no longer apply. I wouldn't just put the paddle away just yet, who knows what biddders will do when there deperate.
xoxo Lizbeth

Independence

Growing up means one thing...Independence.
We all want it.
Sometimes we use other ppl to try and get it for ourselves.
Sometimes we find it, in eachother.
Sometimes our independece come at the cost of something else,
And that cost can be high.
Because more often than not in order to gain our indepence, we have to fight.
Never give up, Never serender.

xoxo Lizbeth

Act III

ACT III of BSR

They say every action has an equal and opposite reaction

and once something is set in motion, it cant help but build momentum...

One things for certain, what goes around comes around.

Like anything else your gonna have to make it work for you.

Whats sad is when everything around you is falling apart, you wipe get up. As if nothing happens.

As for me, I like knowing how things are going to turn out

but when growing up, you know whats expected of you and who you suppose to be

so i spend all my time for the privlage of living my life reckless and having fun

so what if i made some bad mistakes but i made up for them...

so what if i did wrong but why do right when people already expect the worst of you.

so what if i i felt that other people desvered more than i did.

and you know what im finally learning you cant fight who you are.

and you showed me that.

not screwing up my life anymore....the only ammo ppl have now is how much of

A HEARTLESS BITCH I've become....no more no more MS. NICE GAL

xoxo Lizbeth

Another

Another Lover who Has ur Heart

Another…

Why is it so hard

We should be together

We should be happy

Why cant we be

I know we each have another lover

But why when you hold me

Everything feels right

Why is it that we are so close but yet so far

We will never know what could have been

Why is it we hide our true feelings to please another

Why is it that we try to let things just be

Why is it that when I tell myself to not think about you I do

Why is it that I try to stay away from you

But I turn the corner and your right their

I want you so bad its my only wish

Why cant we just be happy together

All things must come to an end

But I’ll give my last dieing day

To be with you under the stars

Where our heart beats combined as one

Just one last time

Forgive me for my weakness

But I don’t think I can survive

With out seeing you

I can live life without having you

But I don’t want to

We were meant to be

Nothing ever just happens

So why cant we leave our lovers and become lovers

The love, the lust,

My devotion to you

This is all I have to offer.

L.M.S

What they have with each other is more than they will ever have with another in a lifetime

ACT II

Looks like this Act is a tragedy.....
.........Aching Heart Does Damage........
You say no one cares for you
cant you see, I do. Dont you understand
I'll always be here
I dont want you going anywhere
I couldnt bare it, so whatever you wanna do to ur self
Please dont do that to me
Please
Im sorry for all the hurt that I caused you.
Im sorry for all the hurt that my past has caused you
and the one question that keeps popping in my head is what does this mean for us.
I truly dont know
but we'll figure it out because I know no matter what I wanna be with you!
<~3
Shakespeare says alls well, ends well and sometimes it just ends.
Sometimes the only thing left to do is wrap ur arms around eachother
One last time
and
Then just let go.....
xoxo
Lizbeth

Triangle Love PT2

The sad thing is no matter how we lived our past, we seem to forget 

that fate brought us together time and time again.

After all these years here we are..................

Your caught up between the years you've been with her

and all the years you loved me.

Now that you have me, your stuck between who to choose.

The problem with love is that its not always as simple as it sounds
sometimes you get more than u bargined for
or you discover that in gaining one thing you've lost something else
but every once in a while the fates smile upon you
and you get the one thing you really need.

xoxo Lizbeth

ACT I

In life as in art some endings are bitter sweet
especially when it comes to love
sometimes fate throws two lovers together only to rip them apart
sometimes the hero finally makes the right choice
but the timeing is all wrong
and as they say timing is everything.
looks like my life story might just have a second act
lets hope its not a tradegy, because no matter what ima be happy.....

xoxo

Lizbeth

Triangle Love PT1

In a perfect world, when he's with her,
he would be wishing he was with me; when he looked at her,
he would be looking at me; when he smiled at her, his smile would be for me;
when he thought about someone, he would be thinking about me. In a perfect world,
he would realize that she wasn't the one he was supposed to be with and
I would still be standing here waiting for him, But this isn't a perfect world
and people do get hurt, you smile when you feel like crying,
you act like you're okay when you're falling apart inside and you let it go.
YOU MOVE ON, BECAUSE THERE'S NOTHING ELSE TO DO.

xoxo Lizbeth

Temtation

Temptation

All these lonely nights

My heart tends to pound

My sweet less sensations of these dreams, what do they mean.

These deep temptations

What more can I bare

His gentle touch, caresses me

His kiss is just right,

His eyes can read my every desire

He wants me and I want him

All these dares,

So much, so little time

every time we touch, you do more to me than you know

That look you give me , I can see right through you

Your sweet romance I want you in my life

What do I do, I want it to

Do I even care

What matters most

The heart break of a lover

Or

A quick pick me up

Temptation is a Mother Fucker.

　

L.M.S

Sweet Sadness

Sweet Sadness

The sweet sadness of my mistakes

I’m missing you like crazy

You aint gotta tell me twice

I know I fucked up

I will be the bigger person

and

Admit I fucked up

But damn I fucked up

This pain is more than these walls caging me in

Why did I do

What I did

This sweet sadness

My mistakes

My guilt trip

Will it taunt me

Like a shadow of day

Will it hurt more than it already has

Will it do to me what I’ve done to you

The sweet sadness of my devotion

Cant do this any longer

Want a blade to my wrist

Right down the road

This sweet sadness got me holding on

To nothing more than these memories

That wont leave

I cant break ties cause it seems right

I wanna tell you that im dedicated to change

But I’m not

How bad did it hurt

Less than this I hope

Another day another moment

The mistakes I’ve made

Got me through the day by day night terrors

The sweet sadness got me being the enemy

to my true self

You took all of my energy

You killed what was left of me

The sweet sadness is nothing more than the lies

I will lay down

To die with

L.M.S

DON'T DO IT>>>>

You say no one cares for you
cant you see, i do.
dont you understand
I'll always be here
I dont want you going anywhere
I couldnt bare it
So whatever you wanna do to ur self
Please dont do that to me
Please
Im sorry for all the hurt
that i caused you.
Im sorry for all the hurt that my past has caused you
and the one question that keeps popping in my head is what does this mean for us.
I truly dont know
but we'll figure it out because i know no matter what i wanna be with you

The problem with love is that its not always as simple as it sounds
sometimes you get more than u bargined for
or you discover that in gaining one thing you've lost something else
but every once in a while the fates smile upon you
and you get the one thing you really need.
xoxo Lizbeth

To be THANKFUL!

                                           This is the month to be Thankful for....
Im Thankful that no matter how dark things might get old friendships can still be rekindle.
Im Thankful for new relationships that help us realize how far we've come from who we were.
and how close we get when we can really be ourselves.
Im thankful to know, no matter what ppl say you can go home again, whether its your home or not.
AND even on the most giving of days ppl can stil do something
unforgiveable.
xoxo LMS